helloooo i have been very busy these days since the start of school and now cca too :/...so apparently my trainings are on monday , wednesday and friday from 3-6pm which is ALOT.
Don't get me wrong i love softball...and i wish to play it as much as i can but there is a limit and i can tell it...i don't want to repeat the same mistake this year. Im aiming for something that requires a lot of effort to acquire and now I'm trying my very best to do it.
With training I'm coming home around 7pm and i have tons of homework still waiting even though i need rest from all the hard work from training..
I don't know how long i can take this T^T.
Perhaps the wiser choice is to put aside the things i want and get the things i NEED first.
My family despises my education level..even with my recent result.. i must show them that i can be better..i must.
School life just go a lot tougher, but i have to survive. But motivations these days are rare.. i need to find a way to juggle both softball and my studies. I wonder how my friends are all coping up...will i break down soon? it like only the second week of school..HIASH
oh well back to work and then I'm going to hit the bed early. Goodnight everyone.
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