Things are so weird now :/ this morning i felt okayy but during recess time i felt weird..and sad for i dont know what reason , everything seems fine but there is something keeping me away from smiling.
I really dkkkkkkkk :/ well after school boon keat and i went to NEX to eat lunch..i did feel better but still..not as good as i felt. I could not stop looking at my phone..idk why..its like im expecting something but i have a feeling like it would never come..i just dkkkkkkkk everything is normal? but i feel weird..as if i have done something wrong , but , everything seems fine now? idk i really dont
I just feel like clearing my mind now...it filled with too many doubts and i cant be myself becos of that. Normally i can find a motivation..a motivation to stand up every morning with a smile and go to school..but it seems alot harder now. As if i dread everyday.
Im certainly not myself.. if only i can really read my mind and find out what is it thats haunting me. Its as though im having mood swings..one min i can be happy and the next im down. OMG i cant stand it...feeling this way. I just dont want to be this way..urghhh.
I dont even know what can cheer me up now.
I guess i just have to wait and see.
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