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Thursday, November 7, 2013

Dreaming ?

Heloooooo it has been a while since my last post ahaha anyway on 4th of November 2013 which was a monday, was the start of our P.T.T.C chalet for the 2 second time ! And here is my post all about the 3 days and 2 night !

Well on the first day we planned to meet at 5pm at the chalet for a barbecue and at first i had to walk to the market to help them buy some firestarter and then i proceeded to find them. Even though it rained many times that day, we still managed to execute the barbecue well :) At first , i was quite dissapointed by the turn out of my friends...all the girls were there, but there were only 4 boys ( including me ) present :/ .


Anyway the barbecue was nice and fun :) it was nice to see us doing things together again...however it was still as awkward for me due to the things that happened in the past but overall its ok :D.


Later that night we went back to the chalet and watched tv and played with cards...until it was 11pm almund and syazwan had to go home , at first i thought syazwan would be sleeping over so i have decided to stay as well, however i was wrong so apparently....i would be the only boy staying over. At first i didnt want to stay anymore, i felt that it would be too awkward and weird(?) if i were to stay. So i packed my bag and followed them out and waited for their bus at the bus stop before proceeding home..but while walking almund kept repeating about how the girls will be afraid and saying if he could stay he will, which made me feel reluctant on leaving .


I didnt know what to do, i knew if i went back it would be hard for me but if i were to go home i would be guilty. So i finally decided to go back...since i thought to myself that this might be the last time im actually seeing them. So yeah after waiting for their bus, i slowly walk back to the chalet, telling myself to just sit at the corner and sleep.


When i went back they were still doing their normal stuff and i just did as w hat i planned...seating at the corner not doing anything...until.......they decided to go out .__. at that point i didnt have a choice didnt i ? XD so i had to follow them out in the most awkward manner..well i didnt see why they went out actually XD we enter ehub which had nothing open and came out XD and we went to cheers to buy some stuff and return to the chalet...one of them bought me a lollipop which was really really nice :) made me feel happy for that instance hahaha.


Back at the chalet it was back to the plan XD to the corner i go.. but they started playing cards and invited me to join them so i did :) i tried my best not to talk as much cos of darryl's reasons (DONT JUDGE) XD. And after that i went to lay down and not sleep..i actually planned to sleep after they all have slept so i just quietly lay there and stare at the wall and listen to music..and around 4 am they finally slept even after saying they wont sleep XD so i went to off the tv and i tried to off the lights but they woke up and said they wanted to lights to be on XD. After that i went to sleep.


DAY 2 ! i woke up and i saw syaz has already reached with this bike as we planned to go cycling..so i went back home and took a shower before coming back with my bike and we went to eat breakfast at mac and then we proceeded to the park to cycle...after about an hour? we went back to the chalet and prepared our stuff to go to Jurong X.X for ice skating..i have to be honest the trip there is a torture X.X it was so far..but end of the day i think we all had lots of fun :) i was teaching syaz how to skate XD we fell down a couple of times and it hurts ALOT. After iceskating the girls wanted to take photos as a form of memory, that was the first time in 2 years i have taken a photo with them... :') if only i could keep the film haha but oh well they sent me photos of the film so i could have the pic as well :) good enuff for me !


We went to grab dinner and the torture back home begins again...i had to stand for the entire trip T.T my back was hurting so bad. Back at chalet almund and derrick were waiting for us :) then we went into the room and played cards and other stuff :) after syaz and derrick left...we continue playing and almund was super hyper and hilarious XD then junyi and ql went to sleep first followed by sherin and then lin huei (who took my bed and blanket T.T) hahaha so me and almund stayed up all night ALL NIGHT we played games...i was busy checking the heirs EP9 but it didnt come out :< so i went to watch ep6-8 again XD hahaha when they woke up we continued playing cards even though i was half dead. At 12 we had to check out and so i brought my bike and stuff back home and came back to meet them for lunch. At first we planned LUNCH and then next minute we were at the arcade and finally after so long i get to touch a jubeat machine again ! after the arcade the girls decided to watch a movie...and so we watched carrie which was a horrible horrible disgusting movie X.X but meh..after the movie ended..we were not hungry and so i guess thats where we all parted..


I cant believe that the chalet ended so quickly..when i was walking home i felt like part of me was left in that chalet..i didnt want to go home, i wanted to continue staying there with them..playing cards till 4 am in the morning...and as i was using my computer at home..i didnt enjoy using it when i should be..looking at the photos we took and the messages about the entire chalet made me feel as if there is still so many things to do with them but this was where my road with them ends....oh well...i am thankful for them :)


Thankful for the girls for planning this chalet and making it happened. Thankful for the boys for making it to the chalet. Thankful for PTTC cos that is what made us together.


It will never leave my hear and mind, this memory is here to stay for a long time.


and even though i know most of your wont see this and as much as i want you all to know but..


i am going to miss you all dearly..


all the times we spent together throughout these 4 years,


punching, pinching , pulling of hair, laughter , tears , ignoring , playing games


good or bad..it is what made us friends.

i couldnt have asked for more.

this is the part where we proceed on with our life as we separate, and i sincerely wish you guys all the best.


Like a long fairy tale , this ends with a happy ending and a smile on my face.


#PTTC











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