is this it?

Memories flow in the mind as a reminder of how important living life is. We tend to take things for granted when we are blessed..times where it seems like nothing is wrong, that is when we are not living life.

I guess living life is the time where we stop to think about those memories that has passed. I guess this is the true meaning of living life..why? becos this is the time where true feelings are shown..mercy..regret..sadness..

The point of time..where tears have true meaning.

Many people have definition of living life..some live life with a smile..some don't. But there is one thing that is common that these people have...and that is having memories.

The only difference between the 2....is how they treasured their memories.

Memories can be things you think of a leaves a smile on your face...
memories can be thing that make you cry ..in regret and remorse.

Sometimes we wont feel it but perhaps when times slowly passes....our mind would start to think about how much we use to have.

And i believe that everyone is blessed in a way..sometimes we just cant tell it...but 1 day in our life we will think back and finally understand...how much we had.

Opportunity won't wait.

Its better to start appreciating the things you have now....then appreciating the things when it is gone.

That is when memories..becomes a burden.

Opportunity waited too long for me.

It left without a sound, but a huge impact.

2 years of remorse and regret is still within me..and it is impossible to remove it no matter what.
Instead of dancing under the sun...
Im drowning in my tears.

Yes the pain will subside..
But it would leave a scar.
A scar that no one would remember,
no one but me.
Things will get better
things will get better
thing will get better.

there is no certainty in that, even repeating that line in my head for years nothing much has changed but..

Its not the end of the world..i cant stop moving and look back into the past and cry even more....
i have to let it go and continue on to the next phase of my life.

Well i guess we still had some fun memories at the last page of our story..even though it could have been better but it is still a good memory.

I have taken time for granted...it is too late.

But..

it was a great journey and perhaps my birthday wish did get answered.

#pttc

"I thought you were  a good dream , But you were just a bad one."